d.making

when i dy decide to give him up &  hv my own new life, i see thro' a newpapers' horoscope....

there say : do not easily give up some1 tat u love~~

omg....swt....but, anywhere, i give him up dy ~~

thx ~~

爱与被爱，都不如相爱~

i should write it yesterday....i'm here to announce tat i don't like mr. wayne anymore ~~

is time to release his hands dy ~~ really impossible !!!

even though i really can't do & heartpain ....

but, no choice....

early bird

bcoz the ticket bec to kpr on 28th is sold out..so, i 29th early morning jz go bec lo...morning train is 0549

but, train arrive at ard 0620....swt...very rush !! not bcoz of tat delay..but the train move so so so SLOW !

SHIT !!

early morning alarm ring jor, but go sleep again..then, my loving daddy wake me up..haha...long time

didn wake up by my loving daddy le~~ during primary & secondary skul ,  i always wake up by

myself...

sometime mayb oversleep jor...then, if my daddy saw me sleeping, then he will wake me up...

miss 那些年。。。tat time dad & mama still wf me..now, i alone at Kpr..haiz...quiz sad...bcoz

throw them at hometown...didn accompany them....wait me graduate & wait me earn $$$$$$$$, then

v go travel ard the world....provided tat the end of the world 2012 is not real....cannot end the world

yet la...i still hv many countries to visit !!! CANNOT END !!

0841 jz reach KL sentral...then the train bec kpr is 0845...tat time i wan buy ticket but the KTM staff

don allow me to buy bcoz she scare train will delay& i can't catch up...the train is in front of me...but

jz whether i wan enter o not ? if enter, sure kena fine de !! bcoz i didn hv ticket...then, i ask the KTM

capten to wait me a while...i run to counter there wan buy ticket....but  she so rude !! say the train dy

last call, so cannot buy ticket le...rule can change de ma~~ BABI ! geram !! kek si wa ~~!!~~

then, go for ETS lo ~~ mahal !! ETS GOLD ...from the name u can know...somemore, i forget to bring

along my UTAR ID...cause my ticket to be RM 31 instead of RM20...geram again !!!

then, geram again.....the train suppose to reach at 1240...but, reach at ard 1250....then, b4 i reach, i dy

call uncle but he let me wait pula !! geram again !!

last geram....raining so heavy !! aiyo..i need go campus lei...y u choose tis time to rain ?? luckily, i hv

my UBF esther...thx !! then, v go block A for TB test....but i didn test lei...jz tick oly....

then, help esther settle her problem...luckily i can help her....

then, go for Darren last class....not his last class in UTAR..but our last class wf him....

he is the best lecturer...in my point of view...ya..he is !! even though strict..but for our own good !!

thx !!!!!!!!!

then, go for lunch at 5pm...haha.....

then, after eat, re-arrange my y2s3 timetable....yes !! finalised it !!! yeah !!!

then, ard 7pm start raining le...again, luckily i hv esther lo ~~ rain so heavily & both of us sama same

wet...tis is friend lo...if wet, then wet together...yeah !! friendship 4ever !!

thx for read !! sleepy le ~~ sleep !!

tmr 1pm register......

STRESS !! BEK TAHAN LE LA ~~!!!!!!!

can i shout now ?? so stress !! final coming..but i haven settle my past yrs papers !!! USELESS !!!

then, now hv to arrange my y2s3 timetable......BUT oly short sem hv SFM.....wtf !!

so, take audit practice, acc info system, taxation, cg, madm & ec...i scare too heavy for me....how ??!!

language haven take..bcoz it crush wf taxation...haiz...pening !! dizzy ~~!!~~

give me a perfect timetable pls ~~

i can't do tat !

wat i cannot do is >>>>>>>>>.........i can't let him go ~~

i wan him !!! i'm serious !!

231111

dunno y still don wan to sleep..i oso don know y ~~ haiz...let's see wat will be my cars ??? in the future..

after i work....& after my money is so so so much...& mayb i marry to a rich CEO or CFO or watever la.

1st car, after i work >>>>>> Mini cooper ~~

sure i can't afford ....so, go to tis la~~ haiz~~  Myvi ~

then, go for tis >>>> Harrier ~~ wohoo !! favourite !!! love it so much !!

next, haha...my hubby's car, haha....Alphard ~~

BUT mine is tis one  >>> last car in my life >>> BMW~~~~~yeah !!! damn love !!!

SO .............................NOW I CAN SLEEP LE ~~~~~~~~~~ HAHA~~~~~~

BUT, will word towards all this !!!

191111 ... MUET

today wake up at ard 6.30am..then,  bath, eat breads, on9 ...& waiting esther to fetch me go campus bcoz

yesterday raining la~~ bicycle at campus lo ~~ thx !!! 8am sharp enter the room ~~ haha....can start dy..

reading...erm....i hv 21 questions different from esther's ones ~~

writing ....erm...hope wat i write , the examiner will agree...the question is "A person's career choice should be determined by his or her interest."

listening..tough lo....aiyo...my problem la~~ haiz....anywhere, i dy try  my best...waiting  the results

to be released on December...BAND 4 !!! PLEASE ~~!!~~ THANK!!

friday ~~!!~~

oppa on-air mk dy 1 week...so, his training end le..yeah...pity him...bcoz need wait up so early..& work

for more than 12 hrs per day....

today after the IT tt class...it looks like almost wan to raining dy....then, ltr, it really raining dy...

luckily i hv my partner, best friend in UTAR >>> Esther ....the angel that the God send to me...^.^

luckily got her, if not, i will jz like my friend & his bf...become wet chicken.....

the rain was so big.....my friend & his bf should wait until 6pm jz bec..u see, now the rain small dy...

mayb tis is so called "romantic"....but, for me, i really don wan tis kind of love lo~~ i'm materialism !!

then, esther bring me go tesco to buy breads for tis week's meals...thx so much for this sem !!

thx esther, bcoz when raining, u r the one that send me bec.....thx a lot ! appreciate inside my heart !

so, the cake is jz a small matter ~~ luckily , i can compensate u ~~ haha.....THANK !!

erm,....tmr MUET ....reading > writing > listening ...fighting !!

year2sem2 exam

exam timetable out dy lo ~~ exam on 14 Dec > eng 4 mgmt ....15Dec > biz ethics ...19 Dec > biz finance.

last one is on 21 Dec > IT 4 mgmt ~~yeah...then  can bec home le~~  but, i think between the date, i will

at home oso ~~ will not wait until 21st Dec jz bec home de ~~ hehe~~actually plan to go for concert on

17th Dec de..but, no choice lo..need to prepare for exam...EXAM IS MORE IMPORTANT  THAN

CONCERT...even though i so so so wanted to go ~~to meet oppa there...bcoz he will be there on tat day.

BUT ~~ HAIZ ~~ no choice la...

tis whole week he on-air MK ~~ & I wake up early jz to listen to him...

i oso dunno what the hell i'm doing jz bcoz of him !!

ADMIRE ?? FANS ??? NOT SO SIMPLE !!

FINALLY ~~

yeah !! Business Ethics assignment finally pass up ~~ check plagairism oso 6 % oly..

wohoo ~~ yeah !! settle !!

fighting !!

dilemma

BE assignment cause me to ignore my biz finance midterm dy...satursday test, but friday haven

finish study...swt.....

yeah !! oppa holidays end...haha....next morning got happy hrs le ~~ yoyoyo ~~

erm.....now study until wat time lei ?? jz now nite sleep from 9pm until 11.30pm...then, when i wake, i

see dy 11.30...i thought dy morning...quickly jump out from the bed...wan go brush teeth but heart

thinking that, how lei ? i haven finish my revision....aiyo ~~ then, i see the sky is still dark..haha...jz now

it's still PM ~~ today 11/11/11. 11am11mins11second waiting to c the best lecturer >Darren....then, he

go for lunch, then i go to class..after class, go to wait him again...until 4pm jz bec ~~

oklah...study !! good morning ~~

111111

haha...today is 111111.....do assignment from 10/11/11 8pm until 11/11/11 6am...wow~~

headache !!

faint !!

omg...wat to do now ??? 8am class...sleep or x sleep ??? !! tell me !!

oppa~~ i need u now ~~!!~~

so sad ~~!!~~ wanna cry

today Darren reject our report...haiz~~ he says tis report = FAIL !!

ah !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wanna cry...but scare eyes bengkak !!

so, don cry la !!

working towards it !! fighting !!!!!!!!

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hehe...oppa holidays almost finish le ...hehe...haha..yeah !!

gambateh !!!

nth to write..oso no time to write...^.^

oppa~~ nite !!

013

hehe...dear bec dy..hehe......

oklah...no time to write now...rushing for BE assignment..

fighting !!

oppa~~ gd nite !!! sweet dream ~~ muack ~~

012

tmr is tuesday le ~~ tmr he will at KL le~~ hehe....oppa~~ our distance become further & further le..

but, so sry, i still can't let u go out from my life...i really can't do !!

love u ~!~

gd nite !!

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haha~~ yeah !! he is coming bec...hehe...tmr will reach kl dy ~~ yeah...

but, his holidays haven end la~~ haha...his money finish dy...so, no choice, hv to bec le..yeah !!

today 1pm train didn delay..somemore very fast, so,reach kpr ard 5pm..then, go westlake

discussion til 8pm....then, go bec lo...haiz~~ study !! satursday exam ah !!

fighting !!

010

haha~~ miss out one day jor ~~ haha....oklah...at sweet home......monday oly bec here lo ~~ hope time

slow slow ah ...don so fast...let me stay long a bit...ok ??

oppa~~ u go Kuching izit ??


safe journey ~~

008-009

haha~~ write first...count-down 2 days..bcoz my sweet home can't on9 ma~~

haha~~

he is going to come bec dy ~~ yeah !!

so cold tonite ~~

sleep lo ~ if x, tmr class late again...today dy late for class.....ard 15 mins....haiz....i cycle so fast...

fighting !! sweet dream, dear ~~

007

one week pass by ~~ he still njoying his holidays~~

still leave 1 week...haha~~ finally he is going to come bec ~ yeah!!


oppa~~ miss u so much ~~

haiz~~ tired jor~~ oklah....love u ~

006

wow~~ bcoz of BE assignment...recently, hv to feel good run ~~ haha~~

tonite go Mr.Fat cafe wf my group mate.....then, hv discussion until 1 am ~~ wow~~

fighting !! produce a quality assignment !!

thx for Darren's strict....appreciate u ~~!! ~~thx so much ~~!!~~

oppa~~ faster bec..i waiting my souvenirs...& of course u ~~

005

sry for late ~~!!~~ last nite damn shit tired...really bek tahan liao ~~so, go  sleep b4 i write  a blog for

005~~hehe~~

i can tahan from 12 noon to 8pm dy geng...but, after bath, i able to tahan until 12 midnite..geng !!

somemore, no eat dinner....haha~~ dunno wat is my weight now ? hope slim down dy !!~~ wohoo ~~

oppa~~ faster bec ~~!!~~

004

come to the 4th day dy~~ taiwan quite a nice place to travel..next time, after travel to korea, next is

taiwan..got lots of yummy food...hehe~~

then, go Paris ~~ got many places to go wf him..haha~~

i should let him go...but, i can't do ~~ pls ~~ don ask me to do so ~~ i really can't ~!!!~

oklah....nite !! doing  tt & ltr or mayb early morning finalised my draft for IT assign ~~

fighting !!

003

haiz....faster come bec la ~~ i'm waiting for u ~~ u ~~

oppa dear ~~ i so miss u liao ~~

doing IT assignment....fighting... !! must finish it !!

nitez~~ muack ~~~

002

2nd day ~~ he reach taiwan ard 10 pm.....ard 4am he jz online.....i still rushing IT assignment lo ~~

he says when his money finish , he will bec de..hehe~~

i'm waiting u , oppa dear ~~ oklah, njoy ~~ next time v go korea, lavender farm, paris, & so on & so

forth......yeah...waiting for this day to reach...haha~~

gd morning ~~

001

today is his first day holidays~~our distance become so further dy...he is going to taiwan wf his friends..

i will write blog everyday to count-down his return to my side ~~

haiz....i still dreaming  abt him...even though i know can't be wf him...but, i jz...cannot control la~~

he is mine !!!!!!!!!!!! if the end of the world, i wan to die beside him..inside his hug....wow~~~!!

oppa dear ~~ faster bec ah ~~!! i miss u so much, u know ?? can u feel ??

assignmentSSSS v. holidays

my dear go holidays for 2 weeks lo...start from today he dy holidays..i so sad lo ~~ can't go wf him...haiz

wanna cry dy ~~ he sure go wf her de lo ~~ for sure...how can i rampas him lei ??? i really got no ideas~

i hv to ask the LOVE GOD to tie him & me together FOREVER ~~ tat is the oly way !!

haiz.....4 assignments need me to settle !!!!! aja aja fighting !!!!!!!!!!!!! BEE coming !!! after

assignments, midterms come ~~ then got ind. presentation ~~ ah !!! 2 weeks very fast past de la~~

life still go on & on ~~ waiting for my dear & my souvenirs to bec to my side ~~ i love u ~~ faster bec

i'll be right here waiting for u !!!!! muack ~~!!

6

tmr week 2 dy....hehe~~ fighting !! my weekend.....fb ~~ dramas......haha~~ njoy ~~!!

U, lazy again, LEEWENBEE...stop !

after tis drama, i'll do homework dy la~~ don worry ~~ haha~~!!

start assignments on tis day oso~~ !!

my dear go genting wf nicholas & wf their fans dy...hope they njoy their trip lo ~~ but can njoy delicious

food...wow ~~ so good...dear, next time v go  ah..haha~~ #^.^# ~~

results from campus water refill machine !!

don ever ever refill water until like tis !! so stupid !! aiyo....so malu lo.....refill water oso kena tangan...

haiz.....so HOT !!! after i kena, i walk from block H to block C...now, i know from my "aiya kakak"

that i can take toothpaste at block d lab....i should do so since it's much more nearer....haiz...& i think

more effective.....utar wellness centre not even have ice beg....oh my sky !!! give me tahan sakit

medicine & medicine to apply then take me RM 20 !! i thought FOC...yes, i admit, i TTM ( THINK

TOO MUCH ) ...utar will not hv things to be FOC, EXCEPT water~~ i think water dy included in

the fees..who know ?? hehe.....ya, could be !

so, tis few days, my right hand will be very bz......

my advise : every1 must take good care of ur hands, no no no ...is every fingers of urs......

7

start from today...every sunday i will write a blog while tis actually means that i am count-downing...

waiting to sit at exam hall....waiting for holidays...haha.....

b4 all tis happen, so, .......is time to sleep dy ~~ even thought tmr 12 noon class....

i wan to be hardworking BEE le ~~ fly fly fly ~~ fighting !!!

recently , feel like my distance from him become further dy...how ?? !!

even thought thinks him always, but , will make sure won't affect my studies...yoyoyo~~ eugene boleh !!

wayne's fiance boleh !!

alone at kpr...1210

come bec to kpr today jz bcoz tmr got MUET speaking test....swt...really spoilt my holidays mood...haiz..

today oso my sad day...bcoz results come out...haiz..not oly not get an A, BUT, get C pula~~ get C + for

auditing ah ~~ how to take ACCA papers ?? how to be auditor in the future?? haiz....

i must change le...be hardworking  BEE again !!

fighting !!!

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hehe......finish exam lo ~~ afa ~~ bye ~~

not bal again~~ cannot not accept the fact tat i'm stupid !!

oppa ~~will miss u everyday, every hr, every mins, every second ~~ hehe.. really ~~ do miss me ah ~~

guang yin niang niang : pls let my exam all get at least good results ah....pls ~~

thx !!

happy holidays every1 ~~

u & i ~~

if i can re-arrange the alphabet, i will put U & I together.....forever ~~

~~在你还没结婚之前， 我是不会找男朋友的~~

tmr will be the last subject--- afa ~~ fighting !!

tmr onwards, my holidays start ~~ my slim down project will start......my love towards him will be

deeper & deeper.....haha~oppa ~~

register timetable

haha...24 aug morning, luckily esther fetch me go campus oh..otherwise, i will be late for class liao~~

then, after attend 1pm p.mgmt class, is 2.50pm..yeah...run to comp lab & register timetable for y2s3...

aiyo..faster faster...hurry up ~~i so nervous...i can't sign in oh.....after 10 mins, yeah...start register lo..

register 4 subjects ....eng 4 mgmt, it 4 mgmt, biz ethics & biz finance.......tis 4 subjects will be counted

in cgpa...how ah ?? my friend advise me jz take 3 subjects...bcoz i still go MUET to take..haiz...how ??

then, bcoz of my sister's advice, i decide to take 4 subjects~~

Eugene lee wen bee/ mrs. thong ....aja aja fighting for next short sem !! wayne oppa, support me wf ur

love ah ~~ i love u, oppa....is true love....ok ?? hehe....love u..nite~~

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tuesday, 23/08/2011....my oppa bday ~~ morning attend talk oso....the afternoon session i attend also...

but, suppose to leave at 5pm, but i 3pm dy leave the talk..bcoz hv class~~tis morning, when break time,

the students are fighting 4 food....aiyo......come on, UTAR student...pls q up ~~i almost faint tat time,

bcoz push by ppl....aiyo...luckily i didn fall down......so cold the heritage hall...cause me keep on

shiver....aiyo......1pm go eat lunch....bcoz during break time oly eat little mee goreng oly.....

then, hui na invite me to go for the talk lo...bcoz actually can go out early de..many ppl do tat oso...

then, tt class from 3.30pm to 5pm....4pm can't listen to happy hrs..so sad!! wayne ~~~~~

6pm raining dy......aiyoyo~~ luckily hv crystal bring me & esther go eastgate there take car...

then, i was so lucky tat hv esther as my friend...so thxful bcoz she fetch me bec home ~~thx !!! :)

then, 8pm wan call-in to onefm to wish my oppa happy bday lo....1st time success call-in le, lucas

say ltr 10pm jz call..then i wait lo~~keep on practice wat to say...so excited & happy !!

haiz..keep on waiting & ~~waiting.....n now really need to wait ~~~~~for 2012 to come..so tat i can

wish him on-air ~~ wayne oppa, i love you so much...not tat kind of fans love ah ! don misun !

love u ~~goodnite ~~

oppa bday ~~

so fast...i thought i can write 2 blogs...who know oly one blog...1st blog is mainly wan to say abt 22 aug~

another blog is my wayne oppa bday~~which is NOW...nvm la~make it into 1 blog~

22 aug >>> morning wake up early jz to make sure i got bring the present to campus for my friend,

esther, bcoz i need her help to post....then, so  happy i am..attend 2 sessions of talk, abt Islamic Capital

Market...1st session from 9-1pm....break at 10.30am....eat mihun, tea tarik, karipop & one piece of

unknown kuih....every students "rampas" food...when i take, dy almost finish...really siapa cepat, dia

dapat.... after eat, dy can feel my stomach like wanna reject the food dy~ bcoz accidentally

eat cilli...the starting of the talk i got pay attention to it, but slowly .....fb la~~haha....^.^

then, ltr, receive esther's msg saying tat she unable to rush bec to help me...haiz..no choice lo ~~how i

can do wor ?? force ppl meh ?? i won't ! somemore, if i force her, she drive fast, then, anything happen

to her, is my fault dy...so, nvm la...tmr post lo ~~ since it sure will be late reach in his hands ~~

dunno y, i can  feel the sky is like saying me : "eugene, y so idiot ? wat a stupid gal r u."

NOT WORTH AT ALL  !!

1pm go eat lunch...raining so heavily~~ yeah, 2013 can graduate at kpr...yeah~~the building so nice...

i'm waiting to be there ~~after eat, continue listen to the talk...kaka bring me perfume.....*present for

my oppa.....luckily she jz bring me 3....wanna choose 1 out of 3 dy take me 3 hrs to decide...i really

stupid in making decision..mayb bcoz all is quite good smell...so difficult to choose ~~finally choose

1 ~~ settle ! wrap it....nite, esther come take from me...thx !!!!!!!!!!!!!! tmr she helps me post...

part 2 : >> count-downing~~

haha..dunnno y...my own bday i oso won't so excited..his bday y i so excited ?? haha....every1 wish

him in advance & on time...i didn't wish him !!! i wan to b the last 1 to wish him ~~hehe......

i so useless wor ~~

today oly i know i so useless.....handicraft all i dunno~~ so easy oly ma..oso i dunno...omg..no eyes c

myself ~~i blur until dunno wat to give to him as present..bcoz kaka ask me go tesco see the perfume..

bcoz scare me end up wf disappointment ...then, i'm thinking wat else i can give for him ~~ me lo ~haha..

then, from my aiya sister's ideas -- a) engraving candles, curve his name, pour color inside ,
b) make stars using color papers & straw..or make animal using color papers or straw....
c) string keychain...

d) buy 1 cloth &  stitch his name & below put love from sha gua

e) waxpiant

 thx my aiya sister so much !~!  #^.^#

u see, my aiya sister so many ideas, so, u guys cannot steal her ideas ah...i wan use ~b4 can use, need

 

to learn 1st..haha....

 

then, i 7.30pm go tesco jz to buy the candles lo......mana tau tesco candles so smelly ~~omg....wan

 

vomit !! then, kaka tell me her hv the  perfume dy...so thx !! thx kaka.....

 

so, i go living cabin there see got candles o not lo..but not wat i wan...so, change plan~ i go a cartoon

 

that mayb my wayne oppa like....

 

so, his present from me tis 傻瓜 is a cartoon wf body full wf perfume...+ perfume lo ~~inside one love

 

box...+ a love letter ~~tat all i can do for him......finally settle his bday present..i can start my studies...

 

prepare for FINAL !! wayne, wf ur love, i can do it ! haha...muack ~~haha...

i crazy dy~~

last9 cry a bit jz bcoz of him..bcoz even thought i know v are impossible,  but i still keep on moving

towards him~~ & bcoz he busy or dunno do wat la, i ask him got use perfume o not, he didn ans my

question !! i so angry & sad ~~!! then, cry lo~~no reason one ~~ suddenly cry ~~bcoz too pain le ~~

don ever love some1 tat is impossible to get~~very pain !!! until cry !

y i always like tat ah ?? during secondary skul, i oso love a guy. until now i still unable to delete him

from my memory.....tis morning a bit bad mood...but i tell myself that cannot let my mood control me...

tis is a weakness...i must pay attention to my lectures......but when p.mgmt lecture, i feel so sleepy....

keep on "memancing".....haha.....then, i on9 lo...finally ~~he reply me...he got use perfume wor~ok lo...

buy for u ~~ haha....then, kaka help me contact wf diana lo....& i keep on sms diana but no response...

then, i thinking i better go buy post laju envelope 1st lo...mana tau my housemate got class...then, call

taxi uncle, taxi uncle not free...then, sms cyrus, he didn response to me oso...y ah ?? cyrus change no.

dy ?? i dunno~~mayb he busy kua..or he oso think i am gila ...haha....^.^....then, no choice lo..wait

monday jz ask esther fetch me go lo ~~ i always mafan ppl de la~~ so bad !

complicated day ~~

today , 18 Aug, thurs...morning oversleep ...cham !! loss a lot...cannot see mr. handsome......perf. mgmt

class ~~ haiz..lee wen bee...y oversleep ??!! no more next time !! i hate myself so much !! then...b4  i eat,

get to know a super bad news....my coursework mark for p.mgmt is oly xx.x~~ haiz......so sad u know ~~

while i eating, oso no taste.......actually food so nice, but my bitter mood spread to the food dy...taste so

bitter !!! haiz ~~ y i so stupid !! my friend dy score the highest feel sad wor~~ how abt me ?? she sad

then how abt me ?? almost wan cry liao de lo ~~ jz tahan !! FINAL !!! won't b my FINAL !!

so sad !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! after 2pm, cycle bec..then go Tesco.....tonite gathering...

cook -- spaghetti....& burger.....champagne.....dessert is Secret Recipe chocolate cheese cake ~~*it will

be the secret btw cyrus, esther, kaka & me...^.^ hehe.........

our chef today is -- kaka.....best wife ~~ haha.....look so prof ....

cham lo...i don know how to cook...but, luckily, wayne know...haha.......

suddenly, no gas pula ~~ then use rice cooker cook lo ~~then, when esther come bec, she try the gas,

can dy ~~ haha........SO FULL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha..thx esther bcoz fetch me go buy epop magazine...!! yeah !! thx kaka bcoz show the direction ~~

hehe..thx so much !! like both of u so much!!

today, every of my friend know my lover is Wayne ~~ haha.....^.^

raining day

today ard 5pm kpr raining...so heavily...i plan to take photo wf heart symbol de ma...mana tau raining...

cannot go nice place take liao lo...haiz...the god is playing wf me....

actually, i really know tat i & him is 101 % impossible ...haiz...but, y ?? i still go let myself suffer ??

i should stop everything right now...my love towards him is not oly fans love...friend love...NONONO..is

true love...serious !!! so, i unable to  stop & stay away from him...i cannot !! let me continue to fall

deeply towards him la..until tat day he discover tis blog...the person tat i love is wayne ~~1fm Dj....

wayne, listen here, i wan count on u ~~

secret~~

last9, i chat wf my mother....suddenly go to the love topic...then, i ask my mother,

if my bf is 10 yrs mature than me, u can accept him o not ?? then, my mother say ok...then, wf a fast

response, she ask me bec: "u hv dy ah ? " i say ......................haha....sure say no...but i know my mama

start not to believe me liao...bcoz while i say no, i smile..haha..then, when i sleep with mama, v chat until

v fall asleep..then my heart keep on asking me to tell my mother the truth...i should tell mama that i have

fall in love with him le...love so deep dy..he plays quite important role in my life now...

infatuation

erm...mayb i am tat kind of girl...infatuation~~痴情/ 痴心....

mayb i & him...erm...NOT MAYB..IT'S SURE...impossible between us...

but bcoz of him, i feel myself can be so happy tis few weeks since i have his fb & waiting for his

comment...i be used to wait for his caring, loving, warm, sweet comment...& actually mayb he treat

every1 similarly....haiz...bcoz he didn't treat me special than others, tat y today i emo....haiz....so emo...

he should treat me differently ~~waiting 4 him to meet me at kpr ~i'm waiting for u ~~waiting for u ~~

y he ... ??

tis few days, i can feel that he like treat me different from other ppl....

he will give comment to others...but when i comment, he didn response....

y ah ?? izit really like wat i think ?? he .....me ~ haha.....*fill in the blank*

dunno...i can feel.......hope my feeling is true& accurate~~

i think i will fall deeply & deeply..until - i can get him *mayb impossible*
                                           
                                                               -  i have a super good & caring & loving bf lo..*when lei ? *

meteor at kpr ~~

today nite , i means is 9 aug....

got meteor at kpr lei.......omg...i wan see.....when i jz can see ??

i wan see !!! i wan to make wish so that i can ......many la...

i think i will hv not enuf time to wish when i really see it...bcoz i hv so many wishes...

haha....

meteor...don like tis la..let me see u la..don b so stingy....pls ~~

i'm waiting for u ~~

don let me wait too long ah....

y am i here ??

my sister , brother all at home now..but i at kpr pula....omg !!! i wan go bec lei..

my sister seldom come bec wan, so, if she got bec, actually i need to bec to see her & chat wf her...

i miss them so much ~~ they sure go out eat yummy yummy food...go sing K somemore...

omg..kpr...!!! let me go ~~~

wat happen ???

today don know wat happen to him ??? he so emo & sad....wat happen actually ??

i really wan to know...every1 know except me oly...yer ~~i feel so sad bcoz he feel sad ~~

warning to myself : pls don fall too deep !!!

RM5 tattoo

haha...3/8 & 4/8 , campus will hv flea market at block A...so, my friend & i go from block I to block A

to  ....keep fit...& to spend money..haha....

yeah ~~ got a booth that sell their services...which is tattoo & innai ...haha...sure i will go tattoo myself....

from secondary skul, i dy aim to hv tattoo on my body.....haha....at my neck, back, leg, hand, waist & 

oso finger ( jz like jolin tsai )...cool man.....

mayb ppl will feel tat those hv tattoo is like samseng...& not very nice la...but i think quite ok for me...

bcoz i wan to prevent myself to being bully ...hehe...a stupid & idiot thinking...

wat i am thinking sth i oso dunno....mayb bcoz of him kua...dunno~~

so, no matter how, i will go tattoo myself...ask help from Hishiko...^.^

wait 2 more yrs ...i will go ~~ pls support....hehe......

bcoz of him

haiz.....Unconsciously,...i think.............i feel........i scare...........................myself love jor a man.....

wah...yeah...finally got tis type of feel.........2 yrs didn hv dy.......bcoz of him, i'm designing  a birthday

card for him.....^.^

hari ni plan nak tidur b4 1am, mana tau sekarang almost come to 2am, thursday le....

better stop writing now....haha......so, u know who is the lucky man i like/ love ???

haha....btw, wat is the difference between like & love ??

y kaka & esther didn comment on all my posts geh ??

feel free to comment.....thx !!!!!!

so funny & enjoy writing blog.....should hv write early....

tattoo

guys...if i wan go tattoo...wat u guys think ??

i think it since i'm secondary skul....i told kaka b4, i got 5 places to be tattoo...

recently, due to 1 person, i lagi nak tattoo le....haha...esther, u know is who ??

haha.......no more to write tonite.....

nite....zzzzZZZZZZZZZ

toilet scary

tuesday:

feel so bad today.....stomach really bully me....i wan pangsai...it no allow !! i wan eat many many but no hv appetite....after eat, when.....go lib wf two darling, esther & kaka....combining assignmentS....then, wan vomit so go toilet vomit lo....

vomit vomit....

SUDDENLY !!!!!!!!!!!!!

sekeliling jadi gelap pula.......so scary.....

then i faster go open the toilet door jz hv light turn on...aiyo...don scare me la....even though i know the utar campus toilet got tis type of system...but tis is my 1st time experience tis ....hope is LAST time....bcoz next time i won't go toilet alone...hehe.....

sleep lo...good nite !!!

hahaha.....finally~~~ i can write my blog le...yeah !!!!!

monday discussion eat nasi lemak as my breakfast +lunch+ dinner ...then after reach hostel, my stomach dy feel not well...wan do biz but nth come out....haiz.....doing assignmentS also suffering.....

ard 3 am finish all things...then force my own stomach to do biz...mana tau, i sit for 1 hr also nth come out....tis RM 2 nasi lemak really killing me....omg....

4 am sleep....

who ??

dunno y ....suddenly my hotmail acc being hacked...dunno y & who....if let me know is who, i will.....!!!!!!!!!!

make me cannot sign in MSN ...i wan my hotmail acc bec to normal..pls...come bec to me...i'm waiting for u

to be my side.....^.^

7/7/2011

haha......my 1st blog....dunno wat to write oso.....thx god very much..bcoz can be kaka, esther & carene's

friend.....^.^

week 7 start midterm jor.....1st subject, co. law....aiyo...god bless me oh !!! otherwise, i no eyes c......